kUb-bOn

2009-08-26T08:03:00.005+08:00

Having finished the last of my UTs, I feel so disappointed with myself. I am still not working hard enough, not studying hard enough, not putting enough effort in the work I do.

Seeing the completion of the class work yesterday made me feel the worst. It was the process that made me realise how much must I buck up. Having real hardworking and firm people like BenJ, Sarah, Ziki and guys in the class made me feel so inferior.

I guess BenJ's words struck me rather well, discipline. It's almost the one thing that I lack. I never hold on to the seriousness when I do my work, I always get distracted and end up pushing things back and finish it some other day. The ideas that I have are more or less without a strong explanation to back myself up, this goes to show how much have I not been taking my lessons seriously to ensure that I have actually learnt.

On top of that, with the semester ended, I will now have to prepare for the next one, with all the portfolio work and etc.. Damn!

I SO HAVE TO BEGIN WORKING ON EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE CHANGED T.T

Kubbon's - Chapter 02

2009-08-05T12:34:00.007+08:00

Whatever it may be, fear should not stop you.

Too much precaution hinders your growth.

Failure is the best nutrition for maturing.

If you don't understand yourself, no one will.

Give every other senses & intuitions a fair chance,

The best lessons are learnt through failure.

A real failure can only emerge from failure(s).

If you truly yearn for success, go forth..

And you will find yourself guidances along the way, if you belief till the end..

Same goes for success, a real secceder emerges from failure(s) as well.

Decide.

Kubbon's - Chapter 02

Kubbon's - Chapter 01

2009-08-01T11:50:00.008+08:00

Don't get all upset when people fail you, get back on your feet and continue on.

They failed you not because you're a failure, it's because they do not know what's success!

Kubbon's - Chapter 01

2009-07-22T20:45:00.001+08:00

The 14th month of "anniversary" for both me & my girlfriend is

closing in. And in the recent 2 weeks, I haven't been spending much

time with her mainly because of the chicken pox that I'm having.

Knowing that she is small in size, she now has to carry her heavy

laptop alone and she's kind of been down on luck lately, she met quite

a number of incidents which pissed her off rather badly. So this is

what I have to tell her: "Baby girl, I understand that you're upset over

having to handle what I used to do for you when I'm by your side,

trust me, I am equally upset upon hearing all the complaints you had.

Just hang in there, I will be back by your side in another 2- 3days, by

then, I will compensate for the time we've lost! Love you darling! I

always do!<3".

Apart from that, chicken pox had jeopardised my school work, my job

& my driving lessons! I'm gonna have lesser income this month & E-

learning is seriously very demotivating, what's worse than these? And

not to mention, my TP falls on the 16th of Sept and I've lost touch

with driving for 2 weeks!

Luckily enough, I'm almost 3/4 to complete recovery, pray that I do

not lose my precious looks man! Oh Kubbon!

_l_ **** chicken pox!! _l_

2009-07-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

I AM FUCKIN' LAME

2009-06-29T20:40:00.007+08:00

I AM SO FREAKIN' PISSED OFF WITH SMRT!!

LIKE.. SERIOUSLY!!

First of all.. Freaking long bus wait for 30 mins!!

EQUIVALENTTO HALF AN HOUR!! THAT'S LIKE A

TRAIN RIDE FROM JURONGTO BUGIS LIAO LOH!!

Okay never mind, I forgive them, knowing that it was a rainy day, there

could be a heavy jam elsewhere. The worst thing of all is the freakin'

packed bus with this fat man standing soooooooo close to me pushing me

all the way standing still against the windows like nobody's business! Me

eh.. Kelvin eh! It's just like a cute lil' handsome guy being blocked by a

FAT ASS! Oh my god.. Lucky he don't have any B.O. man..

This also nevermind, I forgive this big guy, I love being 宽容大量 (lOl 8D), therefore

I forgive and forget(: But not those freaking idiots(cheenas) which have

such puny pea brains like an ostrich's! So freakin' dumb till you can even

understand a simple "Excuse me(:" SO I HAD TO USE MY MACHO BUILD

TO MAKE WAY FOR MYSELF, CUTE LIL' HANDSOME BOY KNOW.. HAVE TO

MAKE WAY FOR HIMSELF TO ALIGHT FROM THAT FREAKING BUS!! LIKE

WHAT THE HELL MAN.. THE WORLD HAS CHANGED!!

Alright nevermind.. I shall forgive and forget since I have already had my

rant here. "Errghh.." Feels so much better after letting some steam out..

lOl! (8

Alright dudes.. till next time..
t@t@ 8D

2009-06-18T21:52:00.013+08:00

Taking on driving lessons are not after all not that easy. It's been my dream to become a racer though, and I thought that all along the 16 years sitting beside my dad, observing him driving his lorry, it would have built a foundation, suffice for me to take on driving lessons without breaking a sweat.

I thought.. I could be confident with driving a manual transmission-ed vehicle, but it seems that it's easier seeing that done. Nonetheless, I think that I am quite talented in driving thought =x
kidding lah..

Just yesterday was my third driving lesson, other than having my engine stalled for 3 times due to a lousy car, I nearly got into an accident with a taxi. *@%#$@

#@* I have the right of way sia, lucky I am good at anticipating and I'm kind as well, I stopped at the very last minute to let him make his way out first. Well.. the engine stalling wasn't really because the car was lousy lah, it's becuase I'm not good with my feet's control. Got car drive already not bad liao loh, after I pass also don't know got car for me to drive not. Scarly drive lorry.. BUT THEN AGAIN HOR.. GOT LORRY DRIVE ALSO NOT BAD LIAO LEH.. better than having to walk know.. HAHAHAHA

OKae, before I make a move, I tried to upload some pictures. 1 is a recent piece of work which I have done, and the other is a compliment that I have recieved @ work for good customer service siol!! hahahaha Don't jealous people 8D lOlOlOls

Anyways, I learnt a new word from BenJ,

fugly = FUCKING UGLY

2009-06-17T20:42:00.003+08:00

Know what's growing up like? It's such a pain in the ass process of maturing of a person. I know that because I am going through it. Well's it's not like I have a late puberty or what.. It's just that I just can't convict myself to the kind of torment life puts me through.

I wish to be different from others, everyone else does. Only that makes us unique. However, it's easier said than done.

PoP, MoM, I have never shared my troubles with you all along my life, so it's no wonder what you both understand of me is so superficial. I am actually see, thinking, watching, planning and doing much more than you think I am. It's just that we're both in different world that you only late night each day. I don't blame you for that, it's just that you've got to learn to listen more with your ears rather than putting your thoughts and interpretations on our actions! We don't like it, neither me nor bro, NO! WE DON'T!

Well.. Moving on.. I am glad to have.. Arghh..! Will be back!

2009-05-28T23:09:00.006+08:00

Since I decided to open up my blog, I should also be responsible enough to the make effort for coming up with new updates as much as possible.

For today, I just got to know my classmates better. hAhA xD
We had (I had) quite a good time with the sharing of the website by BoBo uh, haha lurrb euu LOL *gay shit*

arghh! Well, it won't be so boring the next time, I've a new piece of work, done by me, it certainly brought me quite an amount of satisfaction, and motivation as well!(:
hmmm.. trying to get my hands on it to post it up here^^

Also, holidays are coming! It's Ed's b'day soon as well, and I have 2 BBQ gathering coming up as well! hahahah 8D . There's also Boon's b'day and W15J's outing as well. Time management is crucial here. I need to put aside time for work, family & girlfriend as well. Happening right? Don't get jealous now.

sigh.. 8X That's all for the time being. Going to have my home-cooked supper now! *wahwahwahwah* (8

2009-05-26T21:52:00.007+08:00

Left it hanging was where I last left without returning. But, I came back today, because I've found it.

I've found the key, that is. For now . .

(I FCUKIN' NEED A FCUKING TIGHT SLAP TO WAKE ME UP!!)

@ my "workdesk!" drinking my ABC soup together with a half cooked pork rib in it while figurin' where would I fcukin' put me on this fucking plain, large wall of this fcuk gallery.

2009-05-12T15:26:00.002+08:00

After presentation today, I came here for my piece. I seriously think that I am lacking behind, so much behind. It's already fourth week into school and I'm still not performing to the standard.

2009-05-06T00:34:00.006+08:00

Hi Faci, below is the Art Piece which I have produced as my coursework for my O levels Art.

It is also the very Art Piece which I have always used to represent the emotions that I always feel.

2009-03-04T01:33:00.006+08:00

I'm back again guys! haha^^

Well, the "big" chalet can be said to have ended quite nicely(:

And I'm very grateful for all those who turn up for it, it's was hard on you guys to actually cope with my own buddies. But I hope they're as I promised, much friendlier and nicer than I am.

Though plans did not went all smoothly but at the very least, the objectives were met.

Now now, putting things aside, I shall once again apologize to Pei Xuan over here, for spoiling her day. I am really very sorry about the blunder I made! My sincerest apologies to you!

Up next is.. Jazlyn & all other W15J-ians, I'm sorry for not having make myself clear enough about the chalet's detail, which resulted in a disastrous misunderstanding, I apologize for that too!

Hmmmm well.. I'll be setting off from here for now first, my eyelid's losing determination.
Will be back guys(:

Do help me by leaving tags so that my blog can become just this lil' bit livelier.

*giggles*

e Sky Crew of Us =XP.

2009-02-21T01:08:00.004+08:00

Omg, havent posted for so long and I almost forgot how to.. Well.. There were too many things to update so I decided that I shall just keep to my thoughts now. *scratching head* Wondering just how just am I going to manage the upcoming "tests" to clear. I suppose the best I did was for Valentines. Though it was my first throughout the 18 years of my life, I'd grade myself a job well done. I managed to have everything go as planned(: That's one..

Well.. Coming up next is the "big" chalet and I'm the supposed organizer so.. .. I would have to make sure I'd do a good one! (though it's not enough to be just doing good). The reason it has to be a very successful one is because this time round, there are lots more people being invited to the chalet, and the stakes are high. *arghh*.. Up till now I have coordinated a complete plan. But it shall be done soon.

There are so much to do, so many distractions around me, and there is only one me, to settle all these.

Come on bOn!

You will have to pull through this one and move on to the next stage of life.

Just a note, you're turning 19 soon, boy. So.. yea..(:

2009-02-20T15:41:00.003+08:00

Hello!
I'm Meiqi! (:

Kelvin's girlfren's sister! (:
Wahahahahaha!

HERE TO BLOG. =D

CHAO!

Pit Stop - Seven

2008-12-11T16:03:00.005+08:00

It's been long since I last added color to my blog. hmmmm..

Had few games of basketball after school yesterday, and I got aches all over today. haha guess I didn't exercise for too long a period already lOls!

It's all words today. Well, it's because I have ran out of pictures. It's my girlfriend's b'day tommorrow, and I seriously pray that everything goes as planned.

Hoping that she enjoys the best 18th b'day, it's getting my more and more hyped up.

Wonder if I could get to sleep tonight..

Kelvin will make it right, with Kubbon.

Compo - 21 The Joy(:

2008-11-23T15:01:00.003+08:00

Well, a sleepy sunday noon. For fun, laughter, peace & joy purposes, I did it again with PhotoScape. It's kinda fun though..

Alright, tata guys(=

Every night, I miss You^^

Kubbon.

Compo - 20 After é long run(:

2008-11-22T21:31:00.010+08:00

It's been so long since I last updated here..

Guess my laziness gotten é better of me.

Hmmm.. Started with my MDIS.. Though it's coming to an end.. but I dread the process..

It's ****-ing tiring, but I've only myself to blame. o'well.. I'll just be a good boy and finish it nice(:

Too many other things took place but I couldn't recall.. So I let the pictures do the talking for me since I spent the effort to explore the new PhotoScape(=

So, here they are^^

tata guys.. Cya around n.n

Oh erm.. Please help me, by tagging =D

To help make this place a livelier one to enjoy(:

Pit Stop Six

2008-09-30T20:46:00.006+08:00

Just finished dinner not too long ago, and I started eating again. Fried chicken wings =D hahaha I've a very nice neighbour, every year, they would cook us not only their traditional food, some simple snacks too.. Like.. Pineapple tarts! haha I loovvee it man haha *slurp*

**Time check: 2121**

haha.. again I've forgotten what I wanted to write down. sadded.. nevermind..

Let's just talk about today.. (:

It's been so long since I last stayed @ home for the whole day. It's raining damn heavily right now.. It added on to the tiredness I had.. *yawn* .. So damn slpy already.

Ain't I a good boy? HAHAHAHAHA! n.n

Say yes man..

HAHAHAHA =D

Compo - 19

2008-09-28T18:06:00.004+08:00

It's Sunday, and it's 2104 now. Quite engrossed with é F1 right now, because.. .. é tv's at my 5 o'clock, and the volume's quite high. Well, it's commercial break now anyway. Time check: 2109 now.

I woke up late today, so it's like half the day gone already. But I cant seem to recall what time I woke up today. Sitting in front of my laptop, tasks piled up. So.. After wasting hours, off I go to da-bao as usual. Um.. I bought bubble tea again from my market, after so long since I last bought one from there. Because, the last time I had one from there, it was Peach Red tea, and I only came to realise that there's a little crawlie inside that Red tea.. Asshole.. It took months to get rid of that "fear". But, the taste of their bubble tea never improved, still lose out to Sweet Talk's.

Things I have to do today..

- Vacuuming the floor (Done)
- Some cleaning of my room (Done)
- Washing of my clothes (Done)
- Finish one episode of Hot Shot (Done)
- Editing of photos (Halfway)
- Extracting songs (Not done)
- Update my blog (Half done)
- Look for new games for PsP.. (Half done)

Last but not least..

- Cleaning up the useless files in my laptop.
Well.. I've only done half of all these. But it's okay, because I know I always tu si gan AND I'm slow too.

I've actually recalled many things to blog about just hours ago, but I've forgotten it all. I am kind of worried, my memory is getting weaker sia.. I need sparks to trigger my memory off, if not, it's rather hard for me to recall.

Hmmm.. Mind blank again..

Think I end off here, buay tahan.

Reminisce the past. A picture I loved.

é last days of school..

W15J celebrated for me my b'day :D

*touched* uh LOL n.n

Shall be back to update again bah..
Sigh..

Compo - 18

2008-09-21T11:51:00.005+08:00

As usual, there are many things which I wanted to blog here, but whenever I arrive here at the post creation space, I'd blank out. So, let me slowly recall. Man o' Man.. My crave to blog suddenly died off. *arrgh*

Nevermind, I will still do so, because I have so many things I want to record down(T.T) (: lOl :D There shall be no proper sequence, whichever comes to my mind first shall be writen down first *heheh*

So, W45K first, beginning with Peggi. Jumaeen and I became culprits for draggin her along with her chair, out of the class, into the walkway, till she teared. Once again, we're sorry Peggi. Hope you won't take it to heart. We tried it on many others too, but it wasn't successful. Later on, Husaini joined in too. The victims we targetted were, Yvonne, Qing Xiu, Aqmar & Azimah, but we didn't succeed. In the end, I became the second one, to be dragged out of class with my chair. It was fun though, very fun :D Jumaeen and Husaini pushed my all the way till W45A. hahas

Moving on, ICTs once again. Benji, Jeromé & me. We chee beh-ed till damn cheapskate but it was alright. In the current economy, knowing how to save with clever method(s), it's rather praisable. !Benji Jeromé 万岁! C= LOL! But, nothing about what we did shall be disclosed. :D

Next is, !万岁! !Esther万岁! hahah! My usual gang of buddies, they had this cute girl in one of them's class this semester. As usual, they Dota-ed at the end of each day, sharing all the jokes and craps too. So, Esther was being brought up. And suddenly, one of their friend go, !Esther万岁! LOL Oh, and erm, another one was rather bastard. There is always this "ugly" girl to go with a pretty or cute one. So, as for this "ugly" girl, they kept on saying that she "hor loli(lorry) long" lOl =D That's freaking funny uh! +D

Speaking of freaking funny, it reminded me of Paul, another classmate of mine. I visited this shared blog he had with his friends and I came across this particular post, talking about gays in California. LoL! I shall not repeat the story but link it here instead. If you're bored, go read up, it's really freaking funny man lmao n.n (http://www.so-dark-the-con-of-man.blogspot.com/)

Now now, the last one that came to my mind, a "song" I recalled and shared it with my darling Mei Shan on our way home. It goes like this..

di di niam di di niam

di di niam niam niam niam

di di niam di di niam

di di niam niam niam niam

di di niam di di niam

di di niam niam niam niam

di di niammmm..

di di di niam

It was hilarious, we even changed the "niam" to many other words to make many variety out of this "song" hahas :D After messing with the song for some time, I decided to ring Serena, who just parted with us not long. Initially, I wanted to use this song to disturb her but nevermind, it was too embarrasing for me to sing it out like that.. haha so.. I ended the call by hanging up the phone rudely LOL!

hmmm..

.. .. .. .. ..

I can't recall any thing else.

Guess I'll update again if I happen to remember any(:

So long people

(:Some peeks for ya C=

A year ago(:My O's Art Work :D

Title: Depression

Another piece of art by me(:
When I was small; Big Head
Taken with my cousins <3

My poor darling, hurt her feet T.T

sayang sayang(':

Cya(:

Adios Amigo n.n

Compo - 17

2008-09-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

There was much meeting ups after school, with a few W15J-ians. Not to forget lunch breaks too. Well, it can really be seen how clear how W15J is being segregated in to. It cannot be avoided, it has to be work oriented as the top priority first though. But I do believe that within each of us, there are values and bonds we hold on to as part of W15J.

Next is W45K. It's not that bad too.. Everyone does seem to be able to get along quite well though. Frankly speaking, W45K's a more competitive class in terms of academic, because the number of strong competitors are even more. But it's okay, I will do better with these competitions that I can learn things from C=

As for this week, well, nothing special, school school school, then celebrated Ah Pui's b'day yesterday. Well, as for today, all I can say is, I really loved it, towards the end, on my way home, I decided to call today, a rain date(:

Classic Tamiya Competition at Heeren. Tamiya's Model of the new Skyline's AWESOME!

A photo of me I found..
And now, I would like to flaunt a bit of my photo editing skills. hahas kidding lah..

Just a lil' something I did(:

Compo - 16

2008-09-06T10:52:00.005+08:00

It's a Saturday morning. The first Saturday after the very first week of Semester 2 in RP. After being with my class W45K for 3 days, I still believe so far that, W15J's probably the best class ever in my life here in RP. The people there doesnt seem that unfriendly, but the feeling that the whole class still havent bonded a single bit is there. And it just makes me uneasy, I cant be lame like that way I use to in W15J, so it's like not much fun. The people there dont really seem to like to join in the fun and start lame shit things to begin developing fun and nice friendships. But as for the faci, so far so good uh, but the one for cognitive lesson's arrgh! I wanna argue with her back, I think I am quite confident I may not lose, it's like 50-50, because I listen to every single word she says when she go lecturing us. And I just cant help it but to hold back my words, she is just so blinded by her own game, own rules, and not to mention, it's like in her class, the only winner is her. And she is just so wrong sia, I really believe is I talk back, she will lose. Dont say will lah uh, might just lose lah she.. But, nvm, I think through first and felt much better by telling myself that it's okay, I come here to study not to pick fights with faci(s) and affect my own studies.

But certainly, my grades aren't gonna be that good yet..? Been trying to perform like I can in W15J, and perhaps even better..? I seriously miss working with all my ICTs and everyone else in W15J. Teamwork in my new class can be seen, but not that kind of friendly and FUN teamwork. Maybe it'll just get better as the weeks pass by.

And now, some pictures to 回味(:

I'm so glad to have you(:
What a fool I've been..

Bye all, miss Kubbon yepp, because Kubbon missed you all(:

Pit Stop Five - The mark .. :D

2008-08-13T22:56:00.005+08:00

When it comes to at pit stop, the fifth one in particular, I'm clueless about where to start. There's so much to say, to express. But the beginning was lost amongst the stories. That's just how nice the story is, to indulge, for the beginning to be buried within the bonds that sparked off.

I wonder, will I be able to .. come to class .. .. [[ holding on to Mei Shan's hand .. to .. see Jerome coming to class with apples everyday? Or his big packs of tissues? Jaz's smile? Shu Xian's presence in the class? Sharon's too? Adam's? Gerald & Kai Young's same suit? Benji's "yo, sup lao bei"? Jon in his sweats? Li Jie with her blur tired looks? Hafizz Shaik & Naqi late? Chong Han with his "dull" face? Yong Tai with his "hi, moaning"? Serena with her "dao" face? Siti, See Mun, Pei Xuan & Phyllis coming in on time together, with their Milk Tea(s)? ]] .. .. again?

It's all these people whom gave me W15J. And so is it, to everyone. We known each other for a short 4 months but it felt as if it's been 4 years already. Each of them in W15J, planted their "flag" onto a tiny piece of land each, in my heart. These tiny pieces of land, gave me a whole class. I still remember, the first b'dae to be celebrated as a class's Pei Xuan's. Not to forget Jon and Benji's. Many other things happened, so much fun and laughter erupted along with the development of the 4 months story about W15J. The pranks just shows how much there can be, and, more wanted.

Now, it's time to move on, to a new class. Many wonders ahead, memories behind, tears at the present. And for everything I had with W15J, I really am touched by that last b'dae surprise by you all. It was really heart melting. I pulled it off because you guys made it possible for me. Untold gratitudes to my ICTs, everyone else too! Not to forget my girlfriend Mei Shan too.

As my title proposed for this post, "The mark".
Of course, there're pictures to accompany you through, but, they've won't be showing faces soon enough(: But, they will come:D

Now, close your eyes, think back to the first day of W15J, draw out everything until this moment, things that happened before, joys that came, tears that vaporised. So sit back, relax & enjoy the reminiscing.

Hope that Kubbon have left at least the slightest kuku-ness in your memories of W15J.
ICTs! H.B(s)! S(s).K! W15J! <<3

Compo - 15 - True Tears

2008-08-10T14:17:00.004+08:00

First things first .. n.n *hoorays*
hahas .. .. -.-" Kubbon's finally of the legal age lOl

kElViN: "py' 18 bOn :D"
bOn: "thank you(="
kElViN: "welcome, blast the your day off ~.^"
bOn: "fred not, I will :D"
kElViN & bOn: "hahahahahahahahahaha"

LOLs .. .. lmao

Hmmmm .. Second things second .. Thank you all my buddies and friends! For you presents and wishings(: And .. MoM, this's for you. Thank you for that handsome wallet!^^ haha :D it was lovely man, MoM, this's for you *muacck* (:

And this, is for my gf, even though you've to work but it's alright(: I wish I could take your place so that you can rest for a day uh. Anyways I still love you :D Presence is all that's needed cause you're my baby((:

And.. Now now, I have been contacting the pictures that gone for hols but apparently they won't be back so soon. Well, guess all I can say is, WAIT(: scukas :D LoLs

Gonna go off to gym again but this time round, it's the ICTs^^ hahas but kinda sad Jon not coming uh. hahaa but but it's gonna be alright man

Wishes of kElViN kUbbOn, for everyone around this kUkU, to be happy always. And it'll be most contending already. Every bond is treasured. Be it my PoP, bRo, MoM, mEishAn, ICTs, buddies, EVERYONE! haha it's you guys that made kElViN kUbbOn who he is(:

Compo - 14

2008-08-09T12:36:00.015+08:00

Well, yesterday turned out to be rather nice. Towards the end of the day lah. Leslie chosen a few in the class to evaluate verbally for each & every one else that's present for the day. It's so nice to hear from those who spoke for every one else. It just reminds me how much we've been through altogether for everyone to get to know everyone else in the class. Some cried, others .. didn't .. But it was a moment of truth. Can I safely say that everyone in W15J are more than just peers to each and everyone else? hahas :D W15J *hoorays*

hahas .. and I'm turning 18 real soon! hahas! so excited eh n.n
but but .. today was supposed to be my b'day man.. So sad that I'm so stubborn, only came out hours after it's past the 9th . . . . T.T Otherwise I'll have so many people celebrating for me my b'dae LOL!

well well .. back to pictures then.. let em' finish the rest for me. It's been a long time since they showed up(:

**psst .. some of the picture went for hols, but they promised to be back in no time. Till then.. Happy waiting.. Be curious for who are those that went for the hols cause they'll come back, bring you their story** hahahaas :D

Pit Stop Four - Summing up..

2008-08-08T09:59:00.005+08:00

16 weeks seem short, but 4 month's long. It's just a lie to cover for the short 16 weeks that I'm going to have with W15J. And now .. In a blink of an eye, it's about to come to an end. It's kind of sad to always have to part. It's so funny uh, bonds bonds bonds haahaa ..

In these long yet short weeks, I once again changed .. Nonetheless, perceptions have broadened .. Yet .. not very much. Thinking back .. I wonder how would I proceed on with life, with a new class in the upcoming semester?

Right now, I'm feeling upside down. I guess it's easy to answer to that. A tired man's an angered one? o.O

Let's not talk about school anymore. Hmmm .. Not quite happy with my family anyway. (Couldn't be bothered much). Turning 18 real soon .. Which means, I'm only months left away from my license? Hopefully(:
*hurhur* I wanna be drving off the road real soon! n.n

T.T .. haha .. temper's been shooting high eh.. . . . . Holiday's creeping in already, well, I guess I'm gonna chiong for work $_$

No more . . . .
Ereh ffo gnidnE,
Nob's tired *yawn*

Pit Stop Phwee(Three) - Coming thus far..

2008-08-02T12:10:00.002+08:00

Hi all, back to update you guys. haha

Well well, I've actually a lot to say, but I seem to suddenly have forgotten everything. So I went on out to Bugis again. With Benji, later on, CR and Marc joined in. haha.. I've made something for my girlfriend, hope it's gonna be of a BIG surprise for her((:

And here I am, back from outside. Read through a mail sent to me by dAr-dAr(: hmmm touching(: This world is so amazing. People are here to create troubles to solve eh?! What is this man? Nature shit. .

After months spent in RP, the kind of lessons I learnt, together with all that have been learnt from Secondary school as well as MDIS, I feel that my thinkings have matured so much more and I feel that I want to know more!

So much have changed for me, and sad enough, Sem 1 is coming to an end already. Everyone in the class's so nice to Kubbon, he's so lame, vulgar, blur & stupid. Thank you all guys for bearing with Kubbon's lame shits. Time we spent will always be times treasured(: W15J*claps*

hmmm think I shall end off here..:D
Kubbon!
Big White Eat n.n LOL

Compo - 13

2008-07-27T00:31:00.007+08:00

Last night.. hmmmms.. Was quite a good night man, I slept till near 12pm today man. HAHAHAHA =D
It was so satisfying(=

Hopped onto my bicycle as soon as I was done slacking.. haha
And rush to pick my phone up.. It's so nice to have him back man. hahaha n.n

Then back home.. I cycle free hands to and fro eh haha professionalism^^
After that, dabao-ed for bro and granny, then home, then left for bugis for Jon and Benji. It was a slacking day.. haha Bugis changed a lot once again(: Aimed for a 3/4 and 2 shirts LOL gonna get it after working during hols man! *slurp*

Met dAr dAr at there.. then parted again. haha misses her but.. nvm.. it's okae(=
Then we went for ice cream and supa big gulp then home and here I am.. LOL
Well, sum the day up, Jon, py' 17 n.n

Kubbon,
Confidentials.

[yeLLoW cUnNiNg OpEn is kIlL GuAva, bIg WhItE eAt,gRaNdFatHeR sOn,bOOk sCaLLoP,bEn EgG , bLuR mElOn & sPoIlT pPl.]

Compo - 12

2008-07-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

What's aesthetics, in the eyes of beauty?
Conscience vs. Perceptions..
Symbols.. Representations..
Emotions.. Genders..
All these's been running through my mind over and over again.. +.+

It's been so long since I last posted man.. So many lessons past, I've again got stuck in the thoughts of the lessons again recently. See Mun, if you ever come across my blog, haha I've been reflecting with myself time and again. Scary.. Frightening.. ah well, never mind.

I've been commented to have a weird behavior man.. T.T
Well.. should I just say, shi ni xiang tai duo? nvm.. So, as per normal, school, send her home, home for me, RJ & then nites. But, today, I had a little catch-up with my buddies instead. Not much changes, everyone's still the same :]

Maybe, too much exposure to such deep thought's driving me hay-wired..? Well, reasonable enough..

This week was a bit special, ALC! :D haha! It was fun man, thrilling! Hmmm.. I was also worried for her, if only I could go back out there to lend her my hands, to help her curb her fear for her to finish the trail. All I could do was sitting duck seeing her struggling to make it through. But she did made it after all(: Seems to me like, I got to know so much more about all other individual class mates.

Well, so much more to say, but I'm dead beaten. So I shall be right back.. :]

kUbbOn,
Confidentials.

[yeLLoW cUnNiNg OpEn is kIlL GuAva, bIg WhItE eAt,gRaNdFatHeR sOn,bOOk sCaLLoP,bEn EgG , bLuR mElOn & sPoIlT pPl.]

Compo - 11

2008-07-12T11:27:00.003+08:00

Well, I've gone complaining at Jerome and Siti's blog saying that they haven't been updating for decades man.. But neither have I.. So I decided to come here, as thoughts creeped up to me while I was browsing thru so many other W15J-ian's blog.

So lemme get started before my STM happens again.. Well, you see, it's been like so long since I last stayed back together with my ICTs T.T *from the bottom of my heart* And so, I did, the day before. It was so nice to be staying back with them after school again. But, recently, I've been probed for not feeling well? Fell ill again? Tired? Look very pale? haha . Thanks guys, for all your concerns. It's just that, Kubbon's tired, Kubbon's weared out. So, due to tiredness, I'm more prone to running nose. I even bled on a day too (just that I can't rmb which day was it LOL) So.. See, I still do sacrifices for you guys know to put time aside and stay back for you guys rather than accompanying her home LOL kiddin' eh kiddin' LoL
I have everyone in my heart lah haha ICTs!

Seeking for forgiveness and understand too, because I want to spend more time with my girlfriend, so I couldn't stay back that much with you guys. I know that spending time is the least I can do for her so.. haha that explains why I seem rather quiet, tired, restless to you guys. haha

But, dont worry, I'm fine(: doing just good.
Last but not least, Happy B'Daes to my 2 of my ICT Bros n.n
The cake was the least effort I could aid Siti and Jerome in for you guys ~_^

*This part's for "S" Xian, we're in the same school, we're schoolmates, we're in a class, we're classmates, we're friends, and for that purpose, that reason that we're friends, we have the responsibility to take care of everyone else. If I were to carry on, there will be no end to my post but I think you should be able to understand and empathize for just the first 2/ 3 lines of this paragraph. (:

And just before I forget, haha.. Thursday after class, had dinner with Faci Effendy and it was kind of nice lah haha . having dinner with Faci.. I challenged Effendy for my A. haha .. Wonder who will win after the tough 3 week's brawl before LOL :D
*I'm gonna pin you down man Effendy LOL! For my grade A haha :D*

Hmmm haha.. I also enjoyed times spent together with her, while acc-ing her home. Loves her smiles and the faces she shows lOl
Especially the RESPECT she shows me LOL! So madly in love with her hahahs :D

So.. I think that's about it.. haha I talked today, talked so much lOl bUt bUt!
There are pictures that I wanted to post here as well, haha but I still dont have it so I'll upload it here after I go around asking for it.
But, here's one for you guys(:

Compo - 10

2008-06-29T14:34:00.010+08:00

Hi Hi ladies && gentlemen, before my rants come, here's somthing special for you guys.

Sentences from the right alignment HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =.="
LoLoL

This post's for the past week(: So be grateful(:
Cause then next post may not come so soon LOL

A lot has happened, sad, happy, antagonising, boring, lame shit things have happened, and that's W15J. Speaking of which, the sem's coming to an end T.T
And, I'm so sorry to my buddies too, havent been putting aside time to catch up with them for.. .. 2 weeks already man..+.+

And, sigh.. saddest of all, I fail my Business Statistics T.T
Guess it's hard to avoid MDIS for the last time eh.. *arghh.. $#%h0le
But then again, the money being spent, well guess I should get it over and done with,
bloody remodule #.#

Well.. today, I talked a lil' bit more, so now, I shall allow my Pics to finish the stories for me ?_?

To begin off, they're my buddies(:

This, is almost W15J

hAhAh that's ICT for you idiots LOL :D
ai yo!

u'uh siol -.-" lOl

And this, is Benji LoL @_@

Our class's Outing

And last of all, this's my editting skill, Part - 01
And it's for you(:
LOL Part - 02 _ coming up next :D hAh sUckaz

Well well, that's about it(:
Thanks for your ears(*your eyes, stupid) n.n

Pit Stop Two - Our Story, Everyone elses story(:

2008-06-16T21:22:00.006+08:00

HiHi haha!
The pics will tell all the story(:

The pics do the talking so watch them, they're a whole story lOl n.n

Compo - 09

2008-06-16T17:04:00.001+08:00

2008-06-06T11:15:00.002+08:00

You R My Frwen ah ah, ah oh yi eoh eohhh .. ..

LoL .. u'uh siol

Compo - 08

2008-05-30T23:31:00.004+08:00

week 8's fun ah n_n
hahah hols now ma'an sian ah! haha
^fa' an si0l^

Compo - 07 ** Word Talk

2008-05-25T21:51:00.004+08:00

i. Woke up..
ii. Went gym..
iii. Met Siti(who's at work)
iv. Play Handstand(again..)
v. Had dinner..
vi. Had desert(dao huay)
vii. Took a walk..
viii. Went home..

ix. Here I am..
x. Time to go..

LOL!! Lame Shit n_n"
Cya A.Holes .. *nahsiem laime shit^^*

Compo - 06

2008-05-25T00:59:00.004+08:00

nahsiem is a super duper cute, piggy looking nice little quiet girl(: LOL!!

"Uh-A sIol" G_G

Pit Stop One - A long tired way I took.. .. shag +.+

2008-05-22T23:17:00.004+08:00

so so.. so tired ah^^
.. ..
"A'uh sIol"

Compo - 05

2008-05-17T22:58:00.003+08:00

<-< .. ..
A long story made this up..

*Uh-Uh Siol*

Compo - 04

2008-05-17T00:49:00.003+08:00

<-< A New Perspective
LoL

*A'ah Siol*

Compo - 03

2008-05-15T23:32:00.001+08:00

<-< Something even more different(:

Compo - 02

2008-05-14T22:38:00.001+08:00

<-< Story of the day.. ..
I_I

Compo - 01

2008-05-13T21:30:00.003+08:00

<-< She said everything for me. G_G