Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Having finished the last of my UTs, I feel so disappointed with myself. I am still not working hard enough, not studying hard enough, not putting enough effort in the work I do.
Seeing the completion of the class work yesterday made me feel the worst. It was the process that made me realise how much must I buck up. Having real hardworking and firm people like BenJ, Sarah, Ziki and guys in the class made me feel so inferior.
I guess BenJ's words struck me rather well, discipline. It's almost the one thing that I lack. I never hold on to the seriousness when I do my work, I always get distracted and end up pushing things back and finish it some other day. The ideas that I have are more or less without a strong explanation to back myself up, this goes to show how much have I not been taking my lessons seriously to ensure that I have actually learnt.
On top of that, with the semester ended, I will now have to prepare for the next one, with all the portfolio work and etc.. Damn!
I SO HAVE TO BEGIN WORKING ON EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE CHANGED T.T
