我的步曲(:

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Having finished the last of my UTs, I feel so disappointed with myself. I am still not working hard enough, not studying hard enough, not putting enough effort in the work I do.

Seeing the completion of the class work yesterday made me feel the worst. It was the process that made me realise how much must I buck up. Having real hardworking and firm people like BenJ, Sarah, Ziki and guys in the class made me feel so inferior.

I guess BenJ's words struck me rather well, discipline. It's almost the one thing that I lack. I never hold on to the seriousness when I do my work, I always get distracted and end up pushing things back and finish it some other day. The ideas that I have are more or less without a strong explanation to back myself up, this goes to show how much have I not been taking my lessons seriously to ensure that I have actually learnt.

On top of that, with the semester ended, I will now have to prepare for the next one, with all the portfolio work and etc.. Damn!

I SO HAVE TO BEGIN WORKING ON EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE CHANGED T.T

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Whatever it may be, fear should not stop you.

Too much precaution hinders your growth.

Failure is the best nutrition for maturing.

If you don't understand yourself, no one will.

Give every other senses & intuitions a fair chance,

The best lessons are learnt through failure.

A real failure can only emerge from failure(s).

If you truly yearn for success, go forth..

And you will find yourself guidances along the way, if you belief till the end..

Same goes for success, a real secceder emerges from failure(s) as well.

Decide.

Kubbon's - Chapter 02

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Don't get all upset when people fail you, get back on your feet and continue on.

They failed you not because you're a failure, it's because they do not know what's success!

Kubbon's - Chapter 01

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

The 14th month of "anniversary" for both me & my girlfriend is

closing in. And in the recent 2 weeks, I haven't been spending much

time with her mainly because of the chicken pox that I'm having.

Knowing that she is small in size, she now has to carry her heavy

laptop alone and she's kind of been down on luck lately, she met quite

a number of incidents which pissed her off rather badly. So this is

what I have to tell her: "Baby girl, I understand that you're upset over

having to handle what I used to do for you when I'm by your side,

trust me, I am equally upset upon hearing all the complaints you had.

Just hang in there, I will be back by your side in another 2- 3days, by

then, I will compensate for the time we've lost! Love you darling! I

always do!<3".

Apart from that, chicken pox had jeopardised my school work, my job

& my driving lessons! I'm gonna have lesser income this month & E-

learning is seriously very demotivating, what's worse than these? And

not to mention, my TP falls on the 16th of Sept and I've lost touch

with driving for 2 weeks!

Luckily enough, I'm almost 3/4 to complete recovery, pray that I do

not lose my precious looks man! Oh Kubbon!

_l_ **** chicken pox!! _l_

Saturday, July 4, 2009

I AM FUCKIN' LAME

Monday, June 29, 2009

I AM SO FREAKIN' PISSED OFF WITH SMRT!!

LIKE.. SERIOUSLY!!

First of all.. Freaking long bus wait for 30 mins!!

EQUIVALENTTO HALF AN HOUR!! THAT'S LIKE A

TRAIN RIDE FROM JURONGTO BUGIS LIAO LOH!!

Okay never mind, I forgive them, knowing that it was a rainy day, there

could be a heavy jam elsewhere. The worst thing of all is the freakin'

packed bus with this fat man standing soooooooo close to me pushing me

all the way standing still against the windows like nobody's business! Me

eh.. Kelvin eh! It's just like a cute lil' handsome guy being blocked by a

FAT ASS! Oh my god.. Lucky he don't have any B.O. man..

This also nevermind, I forgive this big guy, I love being 宽容大量 (lOl 8D), therefore

I forgive and forget(: But not those freaking idiots(cheenas) which have

such puny pea brains like an ostrich's! So freakin' dumb till you can even

understand a simple "Excuse me(:" SO I HAD TO USE MY MACHO BUILD

TO MAKE WAY FOR MYSELF, CUTE LIL' HANDSOME BOY KNOW.. HAVE TO

MAKE WAY FOR HIMSELF TO ALIGHT FROM THAT FREAKING BUS!! LIKE

WHAT THE HELL MAN.. THE WORLD HAS CHANGED!!

Alright nevermind.. I shall forgive and forget since I have already had my

rant here. "Errghh.." Feels so much better after letting some steam out..

lOl! (8

Alright dudes.. till next time..
t@t@ 8D

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Taking on driving lessons are not after all not that easy. It's been my dream to become a racer though, and I thought that all along the 16 years sitting beside my dad, observing him driving his lorry, it would have built a foundation, suffice for me to take on driving lessons without breaking a sweat.

I thought.. I could be confident with driving a manual transmission-ed vehicle, but it seems that it's easier seeing that done. Nonetheless, I think that I am quite talented in driving thought =x
kidding lah..

Just yesterday was my third driving lesson, other than having my engine stalled for 3 times due to a lousy car, I nearly got into an accident with a taxi. *@%#$@

#@* I have the right of way sia, lucky I am good at anticipating and I'm kind as well, I stopped at the very last minute to let him make his way out first. Well.. the engine stalling wasn't really because the car was lousy lah, it's becuase I'm not good with my feet's control. Got car drive already not bad liao loh, after I pass also don't know got car for me to drive not. Scarly drive lorry.. BUT THEN AGAIN HOR.. GOT LORRY DRIVE ALSO NOT BAD LIAO LEH.. better than having to walk know.. HAHAHAHA

OKae, before I make a move, I tried to upload some pictures. 1 is a recent piece of work which I have done, and the other is a compliment that I have recieved @ work for good customer service siol!! hahahaha Don't jealous people 8D lOlOlOls

Anyways, I learnt a new word from BenJ,

fugly = FUCKING UGLY